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Monday, December 31, 2007

A Wonderful Year I Had, Always, I'll Remembered.

amk hub with charmaine and yeemay on the 30th. (:

new york new york for lunch. got a 10% discount because of something. HAHA.

movie after that. watched some korean show. 'mission sex control'. damn the show, so messy and long. haha

train back to yishun and cab home. changed my slipper, brought a cake, met up with charis and cabbed to kenny's house.

got to the wrong block. haha. called kenny, got the place and went over.

his dog is so CUTE. HAHA! i wish i have a dog sometimes. (:

mahjong till around 12 plus before we headed home. had fun. (: hope kenny had fun too. with self-wishing happy bday on msn and with creams covered on his face. haha. oxy cover to the rescue. hahaha.
~Happy 18th Birthday Kenny, once again. (: laopa is finally 18. Ooo. HAHA.

cabbed home. tv, showered and off to bed.

Last day of December 2007

didn't have a good sleep. keep waking up because i dreamt of worms. yucks! dreamt that it came crawling up onto my body, how disgusting. i really, seriously, hate worms.

woken up by a call saying that steamboat is cancelled cause not even one juniors can make it. how sad. ):

gonna stay home today, no meetings. ): nevermind. at least it's better then squeezing with the crowds.

terminator3 tonight. (: AVP2, i so wanna watch it.

O7 is ending! so much happenings in this year. both hardship and joy in every event.

good times shared will always be remembered. (: as for the bad one, not very worthy to be kept in mind though, doesn't brings me down. in fact, it taught me how to handle stuff better and made me stronger. haha. i'll miss everything, i will.

a wonderful year just passed. be it good, be it bad, i enjoyed. ((:

await a new year people! may it be as beautiful as ever. :]

18 more days, i can't wait. hehehe. [:

i love all my peeps, all.

everybody knows, i was such a fool, to ever let go of you.

Sunday, December 30, 2007

Happy 18th Birthday, Kenny Wong! (:

out today with omella and regina on the 29th. (:

was late again, like always. sometimes i really don't know why. haha. if i have too much time to prepare, i'll take my own sweet time and i'll be late. no matter how, i'm never on time. how funny, time management again. HAHA.

went marina square cause we were tired of orchard. haha. it's nice catching up a little with each other. especially regina's story. :]

didn't buy much things today. was planning to get kenny's present but didn't know what to get for him. hmmm, kind of hard. seaching for it again tomorrow. (:

never ate since yesterday night, so hungry. haha. had subway cookies brought by regina. after that to secret recipe for food, food, food. (: yang was working so we disturb him. haha. left at around 9.

there's a couple sharing one sit in the train, next to omella who is damn disgusting. keep touching and touching. goes underneath the skirts for severals time too. & they're in public! oh my, everyone was looking at them. but they still did that. such a disgrace. ohoh.

back at yishun, met regina's hubby at mrt station. off to popular to get omella's planner. regina and her boy left early.

went grand's house after that. after some time, i finally went over. though it's just next block, i'm still lazy. haha. took picture with cousin. (:

begging for a second chance.
are you gonna let me in?

i can't stop, i can't.

Friday, December 28, 2007

damn, this shouldn't be happening.
it's getting complicated.

home today. cause of some stuff, i decided to stay at home.

suppose to be off to town with NTN but.. not the right mood. haha. okay, away from all those shit.

2 months plus and i haven even started working. haha. i'm lazy to call again. if i make an effort to, i guess i won't be jobless. hahaha.

kenny birthday in 2 days time. new year in 3 days time. which means my birthday is coming too, 22 more days. haha. that also means the release of 'O' level result is nearing too. ):

things will turn out fine i believe. (:
i'm great there are friends there to listen.
thankyou.

an intense emotional attachment.

damn, life hasn't been great this few days. for some reason, i just felt so. argh!

cabbed to town on the 27th. went to visit jem, topman. haha. wanted to look for meilin and damien but they were off.

shopped for few hours and back to yishun.

yang house to slack at late evening. maggi mee for late lunch.

badminton on the 28th. late, late, super late. haha. so, cabbed to school. plan to buy books for my sis but all sold out, no stock. how unlucky. but, should have expected it though. haha

417 for lunch after that. chit chatted till around 1 plus 2 and home sweet home.

slept till 7 and up for dinner.

damn it, i just heard something from charis. i can't believe people ever believe that. oh my goodness, oh my, OH MY!! DAMNIT!! F! how will i ever get involve with that person! i will never la! oh goodness. how am i to clear such a mess. it sucks big time being misunderstood, really! DAMN! argh, argh, argh!
-help! Advistor Tang!
)):

downstair to chit chat with jackson and yang at around 1am. can't help thinking about the big mess. ): i hate this, seriously, seriously!!

sometimes, human just asked for too much and lost it all. we just can't get enough, we just can't. i'm one of them. is it a good thing or a bad one? i wonder.
when i tried to get it right, it just got worst.
get me off from all those shit.

if only you know.
if only you were here.
if only..

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Merry Christmas!

just came back from a movie with charmaine, alvin, charis and one guy which i don't know. watched 'i am legend'. pretty nice show. (: must watch!

combination of thriller, comedy and tragedy. super shocking sound effect which successfully scare people off. adding to the sound system, some irritating guy beside just can't stop coughing. haha.

slack till around 1am, headed to 400 plus, south park to meet shengyang and friends. stay fror sometime and cabbed to my house after that to charge phones. :]

& here i'm blogging cause i had got nothing to do as the rest went back home already. haha. (:

& you still don't know.

Monday, December 24, 2007

Christmas Eve. ..
dear santa, all i want for christmas is HIM.

PHOTOS-sentosa trip

yesterday was spent doing christmas stuff at charis house with adrian 'helping' out. more of making a mess though. haha.

spend the night doing christmas present for badminton peeps all the way till 5am! oh my. haha

got woken up by adrain this morning at around 8. he called to tell me he was coming to my house only when he was reaching. so, he waited outside my door cause i was showering. haha.

cabbed to school and continue with the card. damn, too much things but not enough time. but, luckily still finish. (:

christmas celebration in the school hall. got the hall messy and wet. coach was being prank. everything was being pour onto him. haha

clear up and continue with badminton training. after training, took coach car to np for kfc.

went funland, watched them played and home sweet home.

out later for christmas countdown.

i still love you, i didn't know why.

what should i do?
what should i say?

Saturday, December 22, 2007

Happy 16th Birthday, Zheng Yang! (: like finally! haha

sentosa with GAYZ yesterday to celebrate zy's birthday. ((:

met at kahtib mrt station and train to vivo. breakfast at kopitiam and off to vivo mart for tibits and drinks.

decided to cab to sentosa cause the quene for the ticket was far too long. it's only a ride from vivo to sentosa and the cab fare is 7 bucks. oh my, cab fare is increasing like ..

went siloso beach. sun tanned, swam, volleyball-ed, played soccer, basketball-ed and slept. haha. monkey and more monkeys. all wore out after a whole day at the beach.

showered at around 6 plus i guess. after that, sat at the beach for some time before we headed off to vivo for dinner. wanted to catch a movie but the timing was kind of too late for some so eventually didn't.

had a hard time deciding when to go for dinner. finally decided to go modesto's. had spaghetti carbonara, not really nice. got pretty sick after a few mouthful.

the gst cum service charge worth 50 bucks! sounds so much like an auntie. haha. but since i'm not working and i'm not rich, so.. hahaha. 300 plus bucks in total.

train back after that, bounced.

home at around 12. TIRED! all photos with leona. (:

home today. woken up by adrian asking if i'm going for badminton. but i'm tired and charis isn't going so, me too. (:

i'm sick. how unluckily. )):

christmas is coming. i need to get all the presents ready! (:

i should have seen this coming.

Friday, December 21, 2007

went to put my blog private yesterday but changed it back cause it's pretty troublesome. haha.

out to town on the 20th with charis and some adults. train to YCK station, uncle came to pick us up and off to town.

cine, far east, dhoby ghaut, plaza sing and back to cine.

brought sunglasses and some tops. fish and company for dinner. had the famous fish and chips and some pizza. so full! thanks uncle. (:

after that, back to cine for movie. watched 'alvin and the chipmunks' again. haha

headaches is back for a visit. without panadol i just can't take the pain. damn it.

i'm bored, can't sleep. ): sentosa tomorrow morning and i'm still awake at this time. haha. should be catching some sleep but i just can't. haha.

finished my book a few days back and now i have got nothing to do. luckily there's 'word search' and lappy. haha.

potato chips with wasabi just taste weird. i really wonder why my sis likes it. haha.

could be the lies, could be my pride.
could be the days and nights so wild.
could be the times i wasn't there.
and all the nights we didn't share, and now you've lost.
lost forever.

the truth remains..
you're gone.

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

up at around 9, showered and packed some stuff and cabbed to school. was actually meeting charis and adrian but i overslept so they went ahead without me. haha

18 miss call from adrian. haha. but still i didn't woke up.

damn. training ended in an hour time cause coach wasn't feeling very well and there wasn't any teacher to look after us. so, ending it early.

junhan damn funny. haha. those junior didn't want to play and sat at the stage there and chit chat. so, junhan make them do bumping and sit-ups. they went off before fininshing what junhan said, junhan went to catch them back and make them do it again. haha. such a funny captain but a pretty great one. (:

off to np with adrian, charis and yang and had ljs for late breakfast. damn the guy man, such a bad service attitude. talked to adrian in such a rude manner. hopefully he get sack. hahahaha.

after that, rushed to the cinema for 'alvin and the chipmunks'. charis had a fall right before the flight of stairs and send us laughing out loud. haha.

met with some electrical problem so many times till yang got a little irritated and we decided to leave. asked for our refund and off we went to charis's house for 'alone'.

some frightening show with meanings in it. was kind of good, not reallt scary except for the sound effect and some idiot scaring us.

played poker cards for about 3 rounds and we went home.

tottemo sabishikatta-yo

why can't it be felt?

i got myself so confused.

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

home home home.

for the past few days, it's either badminton training, shopping or home sleeping like a log. i want a job! i'm so so broke. ):

is it really that hard to get. damn. felt so useless..

better keep calling that person to hurry.

gonna be off to shower to meet up with charis. release of N level result this very afternoon. hope they will do well.

EDITED
it really sets me thinking somehow after some of my friends got back their N level result.

i remembered the first paper i took, practical, i didn't study at all. Amath paper, did try but feel that i can't make it. english paper, after writing the compo, ended up crying. late for chinese paper and spent so long thinking and was left with 45 min to fininsh both compo and letter writing. art, prep work not done, coursework managed to rush finish but not up to standard. science, a confirm screwed up subject. math, hopefully can score well.

it really worried me at the thought of getting back my result, it really did.

come back to me

why did you have to go?

how does it feels when everything falls apart?

Sunday, December 16, 2007

badminton on the 13th and after that back home to change and out to meet kenny at buddies with omella and charis. chit chatted about lots of stuff. haha.

back to omella's house for a few hours. went to meet the others at kahtib while charis went home. went to the airport to send kangxian off. he's going to japan! haha

had fish and co with omella, jiali, meilin, leona, yongsoon and zhengyang before sending him off.

bused back with lala. back home pretty late.

town with adrian and charis on the 14th. they came my house wait for me while i get ready. haha. i was up late again. so, .. haha

went marina square and suntec. brought some stuff while waiting for charmaine and jasmine to have lunch together. met shengyang and went walking about before we went secret recipe with him.

poor guy, he's working. haha. 5 of us had our lunch there. so filling! too much till some of us skip our dinner. haha.

headed home after that cause charis and adrian needed to get home early. so, we went our separate way. charmaine and jasmine went off to get their skinnies.

back at yishun, charis went home. adrian accompany me to get some christmas stuff. gonna make something for NTN. ((:

stay up for the night till 5 in the morning watching some shows before heading for bed.

badminton at singapore swimming club on the 15th. morning call from adrian but back to sleep i went cause too tired.

late again, but not the lastest. haha. a little surprising charis was later then me. coach drove us there.

played from 10 plus to around 2 and off to shower. sat one auntie car to old changi road for food.

out to suntec after that to look for shengyang. walked around and back to yishun after that.

home sweet home and off to bed i went till 10pm. watched tv all the way till 3 and had supper brother brought back for mummy and me. prata! (:

off to bed at around 5.

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO YEEMAY & EILEEN! (:

gonna stay home today to rest. so many days out and i'm tired. haha.

gonna read the book borrowed some day back. (:

way back into love
~setting aside time,
to clear a little space in the corner of my mind.

Thursday, December 13, 2007

out to town on the 12th with primary school mate. thought i was the latest but ending up the earliest. haha. met sara and charis.

waited for charmaine for an hour and a half. called her and realized she was still sleeping and told us to go town without her and she'll be joining us after that.

trained to orchard, went far east, subway for late lunch. after that, went shopping. saw one dress which i liked so much and there's only one piece. didn't brought enough money so didn't get it. gonna get it on friday. (: let's hope it'll still be there.

mars bar and continue shopping at far east.

went dhoby ghaut to look for some shop near a hotel which sara wanted to buy something from. after that to grand cathay wanted to watch movie but all either we watch before or it's m18, r21. sadden.

thus, went shopping again. after that, headed to ben and jerry for refreshment and to rest our leg too. haha

headed to plaza singapura after that. went walking about again. all the way till around 9 plus did we left. brought donut. haha.

bounce to marina bay then back to yishun so there'll be space to sit. haha. tired.

saw a number of people today, too much to mention. (: haha

home sweet home at around 10 plus. dvds tonight.

badminton training, meeting kenny, some resume writing and off to airport tomorrow. (:

i'm feeling a little sad.

in that situation twice but still the same outcome.

so hard to say.

hate it.

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

up at around 3plus and decided to meet charis for some disc. downstairs for lunch with her at the same time too.

home and back to sleep again all the way till 8 plus 9.

dinner and off for tv.

didn't know how i spent my day actually. haha. wasted my day off doing nothing. damn.

hopefully tomorrow will be better. off to town with primary school mates. (:

watched material girl few days back, quite a nice show. gonna watch yours, mine & ours soon. (:

a little vexedness.

tell me what should i do.
i thought it was as easy as it seems to be.
11:11

Monday, December 10, 2007

i'm aching! body is aching like hell because of yesterday badminton. maybe didn't play for a long time so now getting back those ache we use to have when we train for the first time.

damn, can't even get up from the ground after sitting there for only a moment. haha. i'm really getting old. hahaha. so much like crap.

super late lunch with charis, sis and elyssa somewhere downstairs. after that, rent some disc and went home.

tv, tv and tv. though there's not much show to watch, i still glue myself to the sofa with the remote control. cause there's nothing else i can do.

currently waiting for my cousin's call. with his help, we may get that job and know much more jobs 'lobang'. haha. brother use to work there and earn pretty much. hopefully can get it, i'm short of cash! broke, so broke.

maybe some books to kill time. time to go to the library. hahaha.

& i wanna learn how to swim! leona and ishaq tried teaching me during our chalet but just can't get it! so mad. been so long already yet i still can't swim. special thanks to the swimming coach few years back. ):

EDITED 06.02am
can't sleep so went into blogger and update some stuff. wanted to get the blogskin change but hasn't seen any that caught my eyes yet. perhaps i'm too picky. haha.

guess i'll be in bed till late evening later on. haha.

i hate you, really!

too good to be true?

SOME PHOTOS FOR OMELLA'S 16TH BIRTHDAY.

more at her multiply. (:

Sunday, December 09, 2007

out for badminton early in the morning. only decided to go for it yesterday midnight cause coach called to say he book court and asked if we could go.

got a hard time finding people to turn up cause it was 1 am plus and all was almost in bed. luckily got kevin, yang and charis. the very next morning, managed to get adrian and weijie too. (:

met up late cause all were tired and again, i overslept. haha. cause i slept only at 5 chatting with my sister. haha.

rain and rain. eventually, coach came to pick all of us up at northpoint. so good of him. haha. (:

went bishan stadium for badminton, all the way till 1.30, 2 then we went off. coach drove us with the uncle we played with to have lunch at somewhere near amk. saw mr b.yong there too. they paid for everything we ate. so good. (:

walked all the way to amk hub cause an old lady needed to get there and asked us to helped. so, we did. walked round amk hub while kevin and yang had their ice-cream. we were too full for anymore food so the rest of us went walking about.

eventually, decided to catch a show but kevin suggested we get home to change before going back cause we got our stuff and furthermore, we stink. haha. so, we went back.

home, can't help it and fall asleep. woke up 15min before the time we were suppost to meet. so, i was late, again.

met yang and went walking about np. saw hongjie, raymond and kenny. been some time since i last saw kenny. haha.

after that, went to meet kevin at mrt station. was actually going to amk hub but chose yishun in the end cause we were lazy and there were only three of us cause the rest can't make it.

watched hitman. the guy was handsome but the show was messy. took so long before i really got what the story was about. yet still a little messy now. can't really figure it out. haha

went funland and watched them play.

saw miss ong. she was in a rush to catch a movie. chatted with her a while and bid farewell with a hug. (: kind of miss her now, she had been so good to us during amath lesson and our very important period of time. always been there for us no matter what. really miss school sometimes. )):

walked about np and headed home. saw charmaine with her brother heading for dinner. out someday soon. (:

home sweet home. watched die hard 4 with brother. gonna be off to bed late, i guess. i can't seems to sleep only till 5. is it a good thing or a bad one?

home tomorrow, date cancelled cause some can't make it. ):

too much to say

thought i kept quiet and shut my eyes,
i'm still holding on to you.

Saturday, December 08, 2007

LONG POST AHEAD! (:

5th December

up half an hour before meeting time. rushed but still late. haha. off to chalet. wanted to take bus there but thanks to the rain, took cab instead. ishaq had a bad fall down a few steps of stairs. first the rain, now the fall. pretty bad start for a day.

cabbed with darrell to downtown. the taxi uncle had no idea how to get to downtown. so, got to tell him the way and the problem is, i'm a direction idiot. haha. but eventually still got there.

reached and checked in. it was raining heavily so we can't do much so we stayed in the room and play poker. went out to fetch leona and pj after a few moment. at the same time, went to get some bbq stuff with ishaq.

bbq started late cause of the rain. lesser and lesser people turn up. all can't make it the last min. a rather sad thing. ): only 11 people was there. too much food but too little stomach. 24 packets of hotdogs for 11 people. i wish omella was there. haha. hotdogs is her favourite. (:

bbq till around 2 i guess. darrell, ishaq, darren, leona and i went to the beach while pj and jiali got back.

we were lazy to exit from the main exit so we tried the one way door but it was lock. so, we decided to climb the gate out. the boys made it without much problem but we girls didn't. eventually, leona went over with some helped while i went to climb the one way exit door instead of the gate which hurts like hell.

went to the part of the park where we had leona's bday celebration. we were under the rain for 2 hours chit chatting on the rock. we were freezing like hell. haha. but it was fun.

back to chalet at around 4, showered and waited for everyone to be done and we watched dvd, ' cinderella story' for the second time. all went to bed at 6plus 7 in the morning.

6th December

up at around 1 with leona while the rest at around 9 plus for mac breakfast. washed up and went to escape with ishaq, darrell and leona. darrell first step into 'escape'. haha. played a few rides and out we went thanks to the 'flipper' and they called that the puke machine.

charis came. all went out for cycling except for wenxuan. cycle all the way to the playground and played there. decided to go off as it started to rain. back at the bicycle store, realized we were an hour eariler and there'll be no refund. so, went back to cycle, under the rain.

back at chalet at around 5plus 6. pj and charis went off. play poker a while and some of us went for a swim. swim till around 7 plus 8 then went back for bbq.

jiali went back after bbq. went mac at around midnight, got food for some of the people with leona and ishaq. most of the boys went to sleep while some watched dvds and leona on the phone downstairs. went on the phone at around 1 joining leona while all the boys went to sleep. chit chatted till around 4 and went back to the room, sat on the floor and think. leona was up at around 5 plus.

both slept on the ground cause we told the boys we won't be sleeping so they all took the bed. haha

7th December

up and awake at around 10 with all the pillow and blanket on us. haha. the boys made breakfast too. washed up and ate while watching them play poker while waiting for us.

checked out and went to play pool. i sucks at it! haha. some other people pissed a number of us off. argh! forget it. haha. boys except for darrell went acrade while we 3 slept, sitting on some games chair.

finally home sweet home. cabbed back with ishaq, darrell and wenxuan. alighted with ishaq and accompany him to find ruike to give her her bday present. after that ishaq walked me home as he said that were more of a gentleman doing. hahaha.

got all the clothes into the washing machine, showered and went to bed. up at around 4 plus for late lunch mum cooked and back to sleep till 9 plus. called mac for dinner cause too lazy to go downstairs. showered and waited for food to come.

dinner and tv till 2plus 3. chit chatted with sister in bed for an hour before we decided to turn in. (:

though chalet had only a small number of people, still had fun. ((:

8th December

up and awake by charis's call. she's helping me to get my contact lens cause i was too 'busy' to get it for months. perhaps, too lazy to get it. haha.

some ass kuku man which i had no idea who he was kept talking to me, some eurasian i suppost. thus, blocked and deleted his contact. hahaha. seems a little bad but no choice cause i just don't like it. seems a little weird talking to some stranger.

gonna be home for the day i guess. no phone calls which means no outing. probably gonna wait till monday. (:

i hate making decision but it's part of life.
tell me that you'll be there, tell me.

what was the words that was left unsaid?

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

4th December

up and awake early in the morning at 9. waited for charis to packed food for me. thank you, girl. (: breakfast, at the same time, we watched the drama she rent.

out to get class chalet bbq stuff at amk hub at around 3.

watched 'enchanted' after getting all the stuff. had the managing staff to help us keep our things while we went for movie. haha.

got back to yishun, help kenneth get a cab cause he brought back all the frozen stuff and off we went.

home sweet home and straight to bed i went. was too tired to even have my dinner. haha. 3 hours of sleep really kills.

woke up at around 9pm, had dinner, showered, watch tv, packed chalet stuff and back to the show rented in the morning.

class chalet hours later. will be away for days. (:

why keep the word unsaid only till it's too late?
why do one choose not to love the person when they actually does?
why do things turn out the way one didn't wanted?
why?
so many 'why' without answers.

i wish i knew.

Monday, December 03, 2007

picture- outing with yang and friends

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been home for the pass few days. didn't feel like going out for some reason. haha.

hadn't been able to sleep early. only fall asleep at 4 plus 5 in the morning, kind of weird. but hasn't any idea why either. maybe i'm thinking too much. haha. maybe..

out tomorrow to get class chalet stuff. (:

things will get better, i guess.

it's good feeling the way i'm feeling now.

Saturday, December 01, 2007

SOME PHOTOS! (:

it's 4.50 in the morning! took me so long to find photos and upload them. haha.

gonna be off to sleep soon. (:

out to occ with yang and friends on the 30th.

was up late and ended up leaving house half an hour after the meeting time. thought i was really late but came to know some of the guys were still in bed. how funny. haha. saw lincoln on the way to the bus stop. he changed pretty much but still as skinny as before. haha

went np met omella and charis and waited for them. after some time, they finally came.

took shuttle bus to occ. played pool and then bowling. omella and charis went off at 5 plus 6 and we went off at around 7.

went yang house while some of the others went home as the movie we're watching is at 9.30. use com while waiting for him to have his dinner.

after that, his mum fetched us to gv. they played at funland while waiting for time to pass.

watched 'the tatooist'. it's pretty boring, not really very nice. it's a little gross and some frighting screen scares the hell out of me. haha

'fought' or should i say played with yiguang after the movie, about the 20 dollars and 1 cent thingy (inside joke). hahaha. extra extra strong pimple cream (inside joke)! (:

cabbed home after that cause it was almost 12. chit chatted on the phone till around 1.30. after that went off to watch tv till 2 then accompany mum downstairs for some stuff.

gonna stay home on the 1st cause class chalet is coming and furthermore, i had been out for so many days. haha. let's see. (:

who cares!

it's a little too late when i realize i had fall for you.
it's such a funny thing for me to try and explain.

a little too late.